So I have these days that just ultimately suck big time. Like today where my sinuses are pounding in my skull, I can barely move because it hurts so bad and the part that is even worse than that, days like this, every little thing reminds me of Nate. And I miss him so much. It's so hard still to not have him with me. And I get tears in my eyes and am about to cry, but crying, or almost crying makes my head pulsate.

Nate was my best friend other than Stevo. I miss that he was the only one that knew how I was feeling when I felt like this. I miss his help in the kitchen. I miss going over to his house and hanging out watching movies. I miss playing board games with him. I miss laughing with him. I love him, he was and still is a part of me. I'll always remember him. I also know I'll see him again again! xo Nate love you.